I know all of you gals out there know who Oprah Winfrey is and probably all you guys too, but I was reading a book she wrote called "What I know for sure" it is not only informative but educational to all women in my opinion. But my point is she said a quote from the bible "the truth shall set you free" in reference to knowing yourself and visa versa. I have thought about that all night now, and I realized that I don't know myself very well. I have lived my life one day at a time and now time truely is passing me by and I still don't have a clue as to where or what I want. And I also realized that I have spent my life looking for others to define me. I mean who am I if not my sons mother or my mothers daughter, my boyfriends girlfriend. I think now how pathetic am I. So I started to think "OK then who am I, what do I want? My conclusion is I don't KNOW! Still pathetic. So now I am going to try to figure that out, I mean now when I think of it maybe knowing means I will have to start to take responsibility for who I am and what I will become, and what if when I look in that mirror I don't like who I see and if I don't do I have the courage to change. I think I always blame others for me not taking resposibility for my own actions or my own life, always using others as the reason I don't change.(Example: Like my boyfriend won't let me do that or go there so I can't) therefore putting the blame on him instead of myself. Like why not just say I don't want to or say I am too chicken that he will leave me and OH! what will or would I do then. Maybe that is it I am too chicken to get out there and find out what I could be or could do with my life if only I would get my Butt off that couch....
OK enough about that.

I hope everyone has a great weekend!

Muddly